sometimes i wish i could stop time for just a moment, to catch up with all the things ive missed, and all the things iv'e yet to do.
mend all the relationships that ive lost, and spend time on the ones that truely mean something to me.
... and leave calculus behind.
feel emotions again, get sleep again, love people again.
get out the guitar that sits dusty in its case, the one thing that used to outlet my emotions.
and then just maybe I could find meaning and purpose, maybe add color to this dull life.
and yet these 24 hours in a day keep my confined within this monotony we call life...
And it'll happen once again,
I'll turn to a friend
Someone that understands,
And sees through the master plan.
But everybody's gone,
And I've been here for too long
To face this on my own,
Well I guess this is growing up…